redfox and drunkard.

20060517
12:02

thinking... ...

tis skin wun display my titles huh!? now then realize... wtf... but nvm, can innovate n improvise. so before i figure out the html, i'll do this... juz put a bigger font at the top... muahahha...

so not gonna haf a chance to teach le... now got e urge to do design... thot of taking up interior, it's easier to go back to wat i had done b4... though graphics interest mi more... so which school can i filter into? my grades ain't high, my portfolio ain't fantastic... it's still a mystery if any school will accept mi. gotta act fast now... do some data collection first.

it's realli scary to go into design. there's a lot of what if. a lot of uncertainty. a lot of can or not. hmmm... it's risky to take it as a career. though the interviews i've read in ish sounds inspiring, but come to tink of it, they r the few who succeeded and tt's y they r featured in e mag dude... will i b one of the rest who dun make it n fated to remain small n silent my whole life? no one noes...

missed out on gg for wushu practice last sun, this week muz wake up earli earli liaoz. it's something that sice i started, it nv bore me. remember in my primary sch days, it's a lesson (at cc) tt i look forward to attend. even after i broke my teeth after a fall during practice. when u r a kid, u do it coz it's fun. in secondary sch, i rushed my way rite after sch (@ 1820) down to kg glam cc, n i didn't complain. come to think of it, it's realli a hassle. in poly, it's the onli thing that push mi through my poly life. when i got bored of archi works, the thought of a training session later in the very night will motivate mi to work a bit more... hehe. even when we had to train on every single day before the competition starts, i wouldn't miss out unless projects are bothering me. it's a hobby i guess, or it's evolved to be a passion. i dun wish to gif up on this cultural performing sport. juz look at the stunts and beautiful manouvres in the routines. they require grace n strength to achieve. a expression of the human body in many ways of attacking n defending. though contradicting to brucen but i like.

alright... going to ecp to teach honey skating... though i'm not a pro yet... but still can attain the speed whereby when u fall u'll kana jialat jialat... muahahaha...

ciaoz~

-redfox & drunkard lived again-