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juz went to watch a movie with aze. a horror movie. a malay movie.
don't look back...
it's quite scary. but whole theatre is laughing half the time. but still scary. kept having goosebumbs when watching. me n aze did the most pussiest thing a man could do... we hugged our bags and hid our face behind... i juz left my eyes above my bag to watch the show. squinting most of the time. i stil prefer comedies.
saw so depressed at work. dunno why. not coz of work. but got this funny feeling. some sort of loneliness. i always thot i could survive well alone. but suddenly i yearn for companionship. then suddenly thot of my career. still thinking is designing the right job for me. it sounds like a perfect job. get to work in office, air-con. can earn a decent amount. can look professional. but i missed nightlife. the thot of not working this weekend makes me uneasy. i should feel happy. of coz i'm excited bout gg to vietnam... but... i miss working. i miss my colleagues, all the full-of-shit, my customers, the music, the live band, i missed drinking, dancing at the service counter, ignoring customers when i got slammed, and all the fun tt can come along. am i making it sound too good to work at df? why do i prefer working like a dog and earn nuts, to working in air-con room without much physical efforts. i guess only time can answer my question.
last nite got this weird dream. dreamt of having a gf. normally wat u dreamt wun come true. coz it's juz too gd to be true. gonna sleep now... hope to find more gf in la la land.
nitez earth!
-redfox & drunkard lived again-
