20070619
23:08
i had 7 hrs of sleep... in 2 days.
sunday went ktv wif meiting, and one of mono's staff. met my df colleagues at cine. bird n woei. so sang tgt. great nite wif some booze. jj picked the 2 of us up for supper wif black. suppered opp bukit timah s.c.. so in the end i had 4 hrs of sleep.
monday was a sleepy day in office. longed so much to hit my bed. but when i reach home... full-of-shit evan called to ask me out for drink. i was vv reluctant to go, i wished i had knocked out before he called again. but under peer pressure, i weakened. head down to boat quay, met up wif francis. then along came ho s.k and ah cai. sing sing drink drink eat eat joke joke. wasted 4 hrs of sleep. i rewarded myself with 3 hrs of sleep.
lucky i got an alarm clock called jess. thanks ah~ i carried on the rest of my day like a zombie. planned to go home straight after work and meet uncle chou, but ash said 10 wanna meet up for dinner. i crumble under peer pressure again... weakling~
so now i am finally home. gonna haf an early appointment wif uncle chou.
it might be the sleepless nites tt caused my lack of concentration at work, but i knew there was something bothering me deep down. something tt left me confused. or am i juz too dumb to see the answer? or was it really a mystery? wat happened 4 nites ago was like a dream. a sweet one.
for almost a year, i nv had someone whom i really wanted to be in my arms, to be in my arms.
and why would i get this sweet dream when land's avoiding flood? water's confused... going round n round like a whirlpool.
-redfox & drunkard lived again-
