20070613
02:23
i did 3km yesterday. i juz did 6km... went for a midnight run. felt so gao wei. it's either drink til i drunk or jog till i shag. i chose the latter.
why run? i like the breeze coming upon my face when cutting through the air. i like the sweat that drip like i'm drench in the rain. i like the soreness i feel in my muscle tt makes me feel alive. i like the adrenaline rush that comes through, telling me nv to stop but to go faster and faster. i like those eyes on me when i pass them. i like running... especially when there's a problem. you can run away from it, and run in search for a solution.
but this run did not take me further away from my problem, neither did it bring me a solution. coz my decision really doesn't matter... one of the few times in life when i dun feel like changing my decision in order to solve the problem. stubborn? i just tink it's like the koi which tried swimming up stream with the dragon gate in mind.
when was the last time i missed some one? during jcc i really missed my family. that's still the extreme case of home sickness. besides that, when you are living in the comfort of all luxuries, there is this somebody that i'm missing. hope insanity hasn't taken over me by chance.
i'm sleeping later and later, day after day. and little red mounds are residing on my once so flawless cheeks.
i foresee muscle ache, sleepiness, and that not so sane feeling. zouk tml!!! i'm gonna get exhausted.
nitey earth~
water still doesn't know how to flood land. should water flow with aggression? or should it wait for the ice from the poles to melt? or shall water wait for land to crumble to the sea?
-redfox & drunkard lived again-
