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juz met up with zhan for dinner... at this so called famous western food kopithiam call botak jones. not bad lah. then we started talking... and he raised the issue of what r my plans in the future. i said i had no plans. he said it's better to have plans.
if you fail to plan, you plan to fail. i used to like this quote. until i learn about s.h.e... shit happens everyday, and expect the unexpected. my plans r often cocked up by third parties. so now... take it as it comes. so what if there're no plans? water can flow, and it can crash. be water my friend.
i haf another sudden urge today, to go bangkok after this sch term, alone. really dunno who to ask along. everyone's schedule is so difficult to coordinate. juz go there and whack lah. but it's not a plan ok... juz an urge.
zhan oso say i'm becoming shallower. it's human nature to be shallow. some religion say man r born kind. but i still tink human r born evil. even before u r born u r already kicking ur own mother, u evil brat. and of all animals, human r causing global warming. and then now trying to save the earth... dunno what we thinking. juz let earth burn lah. everyone's obviously shallow but trying to hide. who would prefer having eyesore to visual gratification? who would prefer to live poor to own big houses. everyone wants to enjoy life.
anyway i did not deny tt i'm shallow. i want to live in a shophouse, designed by myself. own a vespa px200, a yamaha r1, and a van modified with the best sound system and neon lights. my ger muz be pretty, or else i juz cant screw her. there's too much to say... ask me if u really bother to noe lah.
go sleep liao.
-redfox & drunkard lived again-
