redfox and drunkard.

20070901
12:52

here i am reporting from 15b blair road... a.k.a. project solutions pte ltd (pspl) office.

gonna back date on my life reports. maybe starting from last week... when i ran 21km...

sat nite i couldn't get the sleep i wanted. i planned to sleep from 8pm to 3am, but i was awaken at 10pm, and i couldn't return to lalaland. picked up my hp, saw a few msgs. there were jj and sunnymonk... wow... monk... long time no see liao. so arranged for a meet up. monk drove. the 2 of us got supper at jln kayu. so that was a bit of carbo loading before the race. after which we picked jj up and headed to the dam. lots of nice cars there... and bikes too!!! we juz chilled one corner... talked... then monk sent us home. it was 2.30am when i reach home. i got a 45 min shut eye before meeting damian the peh. we cabbed down to esplanade, and wandered ard like lost sheep looking for the baggage counter. did some warm up before the flag off timing. i some how feel unprepared for this race... unlike last year...

race started, i intended to pace damian till 5km mark... but i couldn't help but abandoned him at 2km mark. it's an ego thing. i started weaving through the endless number of runners in front of me. i coughed as i run. it an unrecovered cold, with thick phlagm within me. but with the ego thing, i cant stop. i did stop though... to drink and eat banana. i could have completed the race with less strain, if my ego had not tag along. it shot through my head a few time during the race when i see lady runners running in front of me. it's the ego thing. but i have to salute these ladies. they proved to me that i did not have adequate training. i cant let this happen again in scsm. and because of these god speed ladies, i managed to push myself to complete the race below 2hrs. it shows 1.56 on my watch, and i was too shag to see the official timing. shall wait for the official certificate.

queued up to collect my baggage after the race. it was a pissing experience. pissed off with the way the baggage collection was organized. i cant understand why the collection for scsm was faster the this small scale sbr... it juz show a lot bout the organization.

the beautiful sunday muz be completed with a tan at sentosa. so the peh n i headed down to harbour front and linked up with ying fu. it was a sunny sunday, had some games... but maybe coz of lack in sleep, i got irritated when i see us not playing tt well. really hope i can play with serious players. not as in no smiling throughout the game, but in game play ya.

ended the day quite early, reached home ard 6. and suddenly my mind was thinking of all the assignments that's gonna due the following week.

and so... for the past week... i earned myself 2 sleepless nites... how happy. how i wish i could only study or only work and have the rest of my time to do something i like for example running wushu shopping clubbing. haiz~~~

but it's the ego thing again. i wun give up... at least not completely.

i'm now a part time jr dgner/ full time student. hope it'll make my life better.

-redfox & drunkard lived again-