redfox and drunkard.

20060630
22:04

caught this snake in camp. i injured it. we let it go.

sorry to make u bleed hissy~

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this mth i'm over spending... expenditure is overflowing into my savings... my progress package is depleting... finally...

went to zouk last sat. was supposed to have a gathering wif the gryphon commanders at mos. but end up wif onli 3 other dudes. yiling is able to sign mi into zouk... so i made the choice tt can save mi some money eh. i waited for about 45min for her to arrive... was feeling vv sleepy already. but for a free entry... worth it lah. when she arrived, i found out tt she can onli sign mi into velvet underground. i was wondering if i'm able to smoke my way in due to the age limit. i dun wanna get rejected by the door host man. as i was worrying, i'm already walking into velvet. hmmm... lucky mi. it was quite disappointing though. i expect the interior to be more fantastic, but it's not really bad too. was spinning house... not really the dancy type. joined in her air stewards/stewardesses to-be frenz in some drinking games. drink a bit. not high. was quite bored actually. then the group decided to move over to zouk. no covers again! good! take the opportunity to endulge in some dancy house spinned by some guest dj whom i nv heard b4. left the club at ard 2. way too early than my usual out-of-club time. it's a free treat anyway, so juz tagged along. eat prata across the road. shared cab home wif 2 of yiling's frenz. as usual, she doesn't wan me to send her home. as independent as ever.

finally got to shhot at it's great name!

thanx for the free entry ya...

mos on thurs. the 2nd attempt to haf a gryphon commanders' gathering. attendance was applaudable, not as much as the very first one though. without hip-hop fahmie... it isn't really hip-hop at all. but who cares? we juz wanna dance the nite away. the party goers are: yee yung, faizal, li meng, rashid, farouq, zhe rui, hidayat, and me of coz.

the crowd was not vv good when we went in, at 11pm. lotsa caucasians. saw ellen when i entered the club. but she obviously dun recognise mi at all, juz too bad. it got better at ard 12 plus. when the crowd is good, we naturally head to the dance floor. didn't see any great lady dancer ard, but there were some bboys. it's great to see them battle a grp of caucasians who cant really dance but think they can. they flaunt their floor skillz, uprock, freeze and power move. but all this fun was disrupted by a bitch. yeah, bitchy bitch. she look fuckable but her attitude is juz fucked. as we were enjoying tt battle, she tried to shove her way in front of mi. ladies n gentlement will tap mi and say or shout 'excuse me' and made his/her way through. but this bitch literally pushed me away! wtf!? i was stunned when she do tt. and she was offering herself to this few caucasians the whole night... juz feel like giving her a kick in the face. i'm not letting her spoil the nite. though didn't get vv high, i still enjoyed the music. not on a constant climax, but there was room for me to move ard. good good good. zhe rui was trying to dance the trance way all night. hidayat went ard hooking up chicks but failed terribly. the rest shook our bon-bons. an average nite getting physical in a club.

top: zhe rui & me
bottom: limeng, faizal, hidayat, rashid, yee yung, farouq

guess i gotta take a break for now. drunkard will be out after payday. but it's fieldcamp for tt week. foresee a clubbing craze after my fieldcamp. may it erupt wif no considerations then.

redfox gonna take down drunkard for now.

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20060629
20:19

when did i start to like cars??? but this is really cool... nice song. ya and the movie's got hot jap chicks, bengish cars and orgasmic music. maybe i'll really get interested in cars...

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20060623
22:07

something to bitch about...

i was at boon lay mrt station on a particular day last week. i cant hold my bladder anymore so gotta use the not-so-super-clean toilet at the station. it was flooded wif people. it was a weekend. singaporeans will not flood boon lay on a weekend, they will swoon to town. so i see a mixture of foreign workers from different countries. hmmm... all waiting to use the urinal.

i do not know about those people, but to me, it is fucking obvious that there is a queue behind each urinal. i waited. the gentlement before me finished his business, and another bugger just went over to use that urinal i was waiting to use. it was really "what the fuck!?"... hey c'mon, the urinal won't run away dude. it won't complain about being urinated on and walk off after it has collected a certain number of urine, my friend. it's fixed there for everyone to use 24-7. on the other hand, human beings are waiting for their turn to use that fixture, and u juz ignore the one who's waiting. that person will not be looking at my blog for sure, but those who happen to stumble upon this page, juz reflect on yourselves.

it doesn't only happen to foreign workers. singaporeans do such acts too. not at the gents though. but at the mrt. there are uncles n aunties who are able to go all out to snatch a seat once some one had juz remove their butt from it. there are pregnant ladies standing on the train, trying her best to balance herself n her unborn child, while others juz go into trance state on their comfortable seats. there are people who haf their backbones removed and needed to lean on the poles when it's very crowded, depriving of everyone else to have a grab on the pole to stabilize themselves. there are people who like to share their cigaratte with everyone else around him/her n started smoking in a queue or lift. c'mon singaporeans, we are civilized and educated. please understand what's being considerate. look around u and realize that u r not the only living organism in this world. and what's mor u can do, for goodness sake go teach ur children if u haf any on what's proper manners and courtesy. be gracious. u won't lose a piece of flesh if u don't get to sit down on the train. u won't die of lung/throat/mouth cancer if u wait till u r out of the queue/lift/underpass to light tt heavenly cigaratte. when can we have everyone to be willing to do a bit to make this a beautiful place to live in...?

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ya... it's the recruits' book out day... look how happy they are. i helped to cover as the book out duty officer. taking e bus from sft to pasir ris interchange reminds me of what i went through 1 yr 8 mths ago. it's not the scenery or the journey, but the things u hear the recruits say. when u were new to the force, new to the system, new to booking out, everything seemed so exciting. u long for the weekends to come, and wish u dun need to return to the god forsaken island again. but it'll nv come true man. u haf cravings to eat things u dun get to eat in camp, u got lots of places u want to go, u got lots of things tt u wanted to do so much... bu u onli haf tt limited amt of time. the weekends seemed so precious. i'm so numb now, used to this mundane routine. of cos i still prefer to be out of camp, but the excitement isn't there anymore.

this shows that things gotta change. if u gonna live ur life the same way for the whole of 60 to 80 yrs... u r juz not getting a life. try new things. expose urself. life isn't bout winning or losing... it's bout gaining. gaining experience. what ever u do u wun lose this game tt'll last u for some decades. it's bout how well u play this game.

4 more mths to be operational ready. a point where my lifestyle change, at the same time there goes my income (though not much) and my responsibilities... adopting a new lifestyle i will... and it all depends on how i play my game.

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20060621
20:15

gotta use one of the templates coz i wan pple to see my archives too... till i find out how to insert a archive link, i'll stick to this boring skin...

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20060618
12:40

my senior pcs n the new specs gave us a great treat at seoul garden yesterday. alomost all permstaff were there... even e **** ** csm i mentioned in earlier post. our stomachs were bloated wif meat after tt. walked ard heeren then borders, then settled at starbucks at liat towers. there left li meng, sophian, farouq n mi. we were bored, then we started eyeing on gerz... haha. so bored tt we planned to pass one of our numbers to the caucasian ger sitting at the table beside us. we failed. then we shifted our objective to one of the baristas there. we failed too. failures! but we got tt number on a serviette, maybe can reuse it again some where else... hahaha. i left for my family dinner.

reach yishun, still bloated wif meat fr seoul garden, i juz cant eat much. quite a waste.

headed down to dbl o at ard 9. finally gg dbl o without my yishun kakis. met up wif rebecca n michelle. n saw ade juz at the table beside us. then there came larry the lau. got to dance retro on the platform wif ade n larry. though dunno some of the moves, but juz dun care lah... smoke 'em out... muahahahaha...

party ended, sent michelle home again, together wif one of her frenz, who was drunk n threw up in the cab. poor cab uncle~ lucky mich nv threw up... hahaha.

alright, enuff of clubbing... last nite was really tired. didn't drink a lot though. bank quite dry too... so... ya... thats all folks!

btw here r some pic to feast ur eyes:

gryphon!!!

me, michelle, rebecca

larry the lau & me

shawn, brenda, michelle, rebecca

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20060616
20:23

yeah... mambo was never disappointing... even though rebeca wasn't in her usual clubbing mood, according to her, i still did not fail to entertain myself... muahahaha. saw vivian n her frenz. saw those 'signed on mambo kings' whom i nv knew anyone of them. and a girl whom i saw before too, who dances very well on the steps instead of the platform. no trannies on the female platform. hmmm... it's one of those few times tt i drank very little at a club. 1 x vodka ribena, 1 x white russian, 1 x corona... that's about it. was standing by the side chilling with my drink, while the dancefloor gets crowded. the first time i step into the dancefloor at such a late hour. but i really enjoyed looking at people at one corner... looking at boys n girls... reminding me of how i used to club in poly days. though i'm not really old, but i do haf memories when i'm a student.

sent rebeca's cousin, michelle, home... coz she stays in the northern part of singapore too. chatted along the journey on the cab. found out she's a former volleyball player... no wonder so tall. maybe next time can haf kaki to play ball at the beach le.

had breakfast alone at the 24hr prata shop... went home take barang barang then rush back to the sunny island. tired sia... but worth it man... muahahaha...

"redfox, nothing further, out!"

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20060614
21:11

shopping...

btw i went shopping rite? hahaha... here're my throphies: levi's 501, 2 x levi's crew neck, panasonic earphones. estimated casualty count: 260.

end of report... out!

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was planning to go zouk wif luwen n cindy. but luwen was in pain wif her old injury again, so she called it off. then since rebeca's going, i'm tagging along. really miss zouk. dunno will it still give mi tt feel now, but i really enjoyed the ambience n crowd when i visit there in my poly days...

read blog of monk's sweetheart. really happy for him. finally found a love of his life. someone who he love and love him as well. hope it can last till e day i attend his wedding n carry on 4eva... bless u monk~

alright... time to party... hope it'll b as fun as before...

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20060613
11:33

took off for today... finally tak boleh tahan already...

take a breather at home. it's been a long time since islept on my own bed. all my book outs r spent at travelling to db n cmc. i dun a few nights out to clubs... hahaha. but then it still feels better to be home. get to watch tv, get to use the internet, get to eat home cook food... ah~~~

took the last fast craft out fr tekong last nite... went to jalan kayu on mel's car. had prata n satay there. then mel gave me a ride home. thanks ah...!

for 1 hr before i met up wif uncle chou, i was msging rebeca. an ex giordano colleague. met her at dbl o on sat nite. turns out tt she still remember me. we were looking at each other in da club but none of us dare to go up to e other party. until her cousin, michelle, came up to me to confirm tt i am who they thought i was.

this is juz a short entry to kill some time. going for operation gss wif vivian later. objective: levi's 501 & audio technica earphones.

redfox, nothing further, out! *static~static~static*

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20060612
11:07

juz another week of camp life, wif some time out at the clubs... haha.

was out on thurs nite at ministry of sound, with luwen, cindy and their frenz, beverly & christopher. all 19-yr-olds, make mi look young too... muahahaha! went in at ard 9 plus, too early to step into a club. no crowd, boring music, but at least e drinks are at 1-for-1 prices. settled down in 54 to haf a drink first. 2 x bourbon coke. we dun realli like bourbon, but tt's e onli drink going at 1-for-1 promo tt nite. a waitress chat us up, seeing us as young kids, haha, recommended us to walk ard the place since it's "our first time" here. her name is ellen and will b deployed in pure at a later hour. we got this mtv badge fr her, so sweet, but we nv visit her at pure... hope can spot her again e next time i'm there... went over to pure to take a look... then headed down to arena. it's 11pm n our juggies aren't dried yet. 2 jugs for 5... tink it'll take 5 jugs for 5 if i'm wif my usual kakis... haha. nvm, i get to drink most of it... muahahaha! resorted to playing games to finish up the drinks. then there we r on the dance floor.

we're one of e earliest birds on the dance floor. we moved fr the speakers near e dj, to a grp of ladies... initiated by luwen. tink she's on a high already... they're tourists, fr indonesia or philipines i guess. definitely way much older than us. we proceed to the platform after a while. dance dance dance dance dance... then the platform got crowded. along wif music tt was not so frquently heard (or maybe i'm outdated), i got turned off n started stoning at one corner of e platform. (the platform was caged, so it's kinda hard to get down too... so relax one corner lah) my eyes wandered ard the room, looking for signs of babes n hunks... (i'm straight though) my vision stopped at this girl who doesn't look local. she's dancing on her own, but wif some frenz ard her. wat caught my eyes was her jacket. who would club wif a thick fur jacket? but tt made her look hot. she took it off leaving her wif a t shirt n skirt. plain n pleasant. she continued dancing... i seriously seldom see girls who danced wif enthusiasm, and is not on a high. she doesn't look drunk. she juz make me wanna go up to her. out of impulse, i left e platform, manouvred through e crowd, stopped in front of her. i cant recall wat words came out of my mouth, but i juz managed to dance wif me... n she insisted to dance on the platform. it's a rare chance in life to meet a girl who's so spontaneous, or maybe juz in my life it happened to be rare. it's pleasant to see her dance. to the beat. not on a high. juz a pleasant smile on the face.

i cant help it but to buy her a drink juz before i leave wif luwen n cindy. there at e bar, we exchanged numbers.

there goes my first time knowing a girl at a club. a japanese. koteki.

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20060604
14:37

it's being a long time tt i've step into yishun. meaning i've not being home for 1 week. kinda miss my yishun kakis. was doing nothing other than cleaning the platoon line, preparing for fat boyz to come in. and they came on the 2nd of june. i did not get a full strength for my platoon on the first day as there were lots of reshufflement among the fat boyz companies. got my full strength juz last nite.

last wed was supposed to be a gathering for our coy commanders before e fat boyz enlist. a dinner at geylang and a party at zouk. but, it was spoilt by our dear csm. a man of ard 30 not working like one. poor arrangement, poor coordination, poor instructions. i wasn't much affected until all the specialists were affected. the gathering was called off. i was pissed off! really pissed off. i remember the last time i got pissed off when my plan to club was interrupted. tt's in ocs when i got confined for failing some test. i accepted it unwilling ly the last time, but this time i juz cant accept it. my plan was ruined by some idiot who is incapable of doing his job, bringing down his subordinates. (i'm not his subordinate though, but my friends are u see...) tt was wednesday.

on thursday, things dragged fr 10am to 6pm. i juz cant b bothered. my ps, melvin, who's oso my close fren, planned to visit the pc show. it's the onli chance tt we can go get a good bargain fr there. but, the plan was spoilt again by the same guy. he was pissed off, like me. tt was the last day b4 e fat boys enlist. we missed the pc show, n proceeded to carrefour to stock up on our ration. i bought lots of canned food, n some other food. i juz wanan rot in camp, spend a bit less, n after payday, it'll b shopping time!!! i'm still waiting for my mambo night at zouk.

it's gonna b a long post, didn't haf a chance to post for one week. pissed off! lots of frustrations. angst aside, i still miss my frenz. joga bonito n parkour watching wif blackie, prata supper n coffee wif damian, window shopping and clubbing wif monk n jj, and movie going wif viv. though it's over, but i still miss those shivering pop corn stuffing days.

till i touch mainland singapore again... chill~

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