20080629
23:51
it feels gd to haf no sch assignment deadlines lingering in my cerebrum. no more fear of pesenting of my design concepts, sketches, plans, 3d renders to assoc prof louis albert dube. tho fearful, but he's being a fatherly figure through our lives in raffles design institute.
it doesn't feel like the last day of sch as back in the secondary and poly days. everything was in a rush. and when u realized it, u juz submitted the final report and the next thing is to get the hell out of the sch. it is not a great school afterall. but what i like are the friends i met there, and i'm proud of being in a campus where there's a smoking corner in the sch premises!!! where to find??? but campus life is all history now. both feet in reality now. gd luck to me.
post assignment submission activity was ktv. it's juz plain stress reliever for me... think it's the same for the rest too. think tt might b the first n last time i get to gather with the class... or say most of the class... haha.
thurs was the submission, fri i had the sudden urge to clean up my room, to throw away or put away everything that reminds me of sch... out of sight!!! and evening i went down SP for some wushu action. the alumni's planning for a group routine for the coming nationals. wondering if i haf the time to commit myself, i finished sch, but i did not quit my job. ponder ponder ponder... ...
sat was half day work... and then meeting up wif the dearest n we head home to slp... so tired... zzzzzz. woke up for dinner, and then watch 超级星光大道第三季 on youtube. huang jing lun got into top 5... muahaha! sg's pride ba. n my fav lin xin yi oso... so exciting. after which we cont with guess show on channel 8. uz chill man... been so long tt i can enjoy tv wif no worries.
sunday was sentosa!!! return to island life!!! sand, sun, sea, volleyball!!! woohoo~~~ had an action packed sunday afternoon wif yh n gf, and the dearest. we washed up at cafe del mar, where we each had a drink too... but the shower wasn't packed... so quite worth it lah.
went vivo after that. and ended up buying some tees and a board short tt was on sale at topman... dearest oso bought a top on sale... gss quite helpful afterall... muahahaha!!!
now is time to get ready for work again. full-time, 9-6, clients and contractors, drawings and 3ds... all waiting for me. what ever has to come will come... it's how we choose to handle it.
-redfox & drunkard lived again-
20080623
04:10
i dun understand y some pple are so eager to get out of the train and can try all means to squeeze their way thru between u n someone else but end up walking slowly in front of u.
if u can walk fast enuff, stay behind me.
i feel the society made me grumpier everyday... seeing human beings who thinks they r educated, behaving in uncivilized manner.
i admit my uncivilized behaviours: dripping sweat on human beings leaning on the poles on train; stepping on the feet of human beings sitting on train n stretching their legs out when the train is crowded; bumping my way out of the train, intentionally knocking onto human beings who thinks it'll save them time if they enter the train before fellow human beings alight; kicking human beings sitting by the doorway of trains; squeezing by human beings standing on the right side of the escalator. i'm just waiting for the day when one of these human beings comment on my uncivilised behaviour, so that i can tell them how civilized thay are... loudly.
cheeberlyze human beings... ... haiz...
-redfox & drunkard lived again-
much has happened... ...
my workplace is now in liang seah street, behind bugis junction. not that i change to another company, same company but juz a change in location.
graduation exhibition was over. held at the national library over the last 4 days. all the rush from last monday to wednesday was not realli worth it afterall. dun really feel proud of this exhibition, it is afterall a "show" done for the sch to promote their name. so was the graduation ceremony. when did u ever see students graduate before submitting their final projects? a priviledge? i perceive it as a false facade put up by the school to market their brand.
so now i'm back to finishing up my stuffs in order to graduate the genuine way. but am seriously in no mood to work. the passion was being turned off by the fake graduation.
i look forward to the day i can stop worrying about how much more work i need to do in order to pass the course requirements. examinations may be dreaful for the majority, but when doing projects that have litmitless requirements, 100% seems impossible. i just want a 50%. i juz want that piece of paper.
a class 2b license waits after the bachelor's degree.
-redfox & drunkard lived again-
20080620
11:02
-redfox & drunkard lived again-