redfox and drunkard.

20070723
21:24

muz 2 love birds get married? were every married couple really in love?

love is natural... marriage is man made, aginst forces of nature.

you fall in love with someone naturally. you wouldn't noe that the 2 of u need to get married if no smart alec created this mariage thingy and so unfortunately lasted till now.

your parents r rushing u to get married coz they wanna get a grand childre. you see ur frenz getting married n thinks it's time to get married. you had a shotgun marriage. you get married so that you can benefit from hdb. you get married to start a family.you get married to have so called traditionally, morally and ethically correct sexual intercourse.

when will you get married if you juz only ever wanted to marry someone you really truely love and doesn't mind not possessing him or her as long as he or she is happy for all his or her life?

can love exist without sex? can sex exist without love? anything can exist as long as u believe... but do you choose to believe? or do you allow others to choose for you.

muz love exist only between two different gender? can animals be gay or lesbians too? or maybe they dunno there's and alternative to miss scabbard and mr corpus spongiosum.

that was whatever passing my mind. but i allowed it to pass my mind and had a little conversation with it. my mind relayed the conversation to my fingers... and the ten brothers said why not let more minds noe? creation proceeded. comments invited. advices ignored. and it left.

-redfox & drunkard lived again-

blogging again!!!

an eventful weekend indeed, starting from friday...

boss's leaving the country n go me to be on site to make sure things r gg well. went to site on fri evening, at ngee ann city. gd experience seeing construction on site, and better still, seeing wat u draw being built in reality! and as wat all guys will experience or had experienced in ns, shit happens everyday. despite proper planning, execution is to be expected to cock up. decision had to be made on the spot. besides discovering a new on site experience, i oso realized there were lots of office ladies in ngee ann on a weekday. most of them were pleasant to look at, especially the ones in the office beside our site. i stayed till work finished... and it all ended at ard 1.30am. my plans to club suddenly vanished into thin air.

saturday i was on site the whole day too, but i made use of the time to met up with damian for lunch, and a catch up session with my poly clique. then boss came back ard 7. i left the place ard 7 plus and met up with black. went to a pub in tanjong pagar, then met up with zhe rui and aze after we finish black's balance martell at the pub. the 4 of us walked down to play from tanjong pagar mrt. play was previously happy. it's black's first time in a gay pub. but with aze ard i noe we r safe. aze got a bottle of champagne, but i was already almost drunk, but still drink. then off to the dance floor with zhe rui and black. great music... but juz a bit weird when u see the ration of male to female is highly above any other clubs.

sunday was suposed to go for mizuno wave run. but fuck... i woke up late... damian oso woke up late. so we end up heading straight to sentosa for some volleyball action. great day at the beach. played 6 games and we lost 5. laugh out loud rolling on sand. but i was quite satisfied that we had good coordination in game play. we juz need more practice and 1 female player to play in next yr's competition. i think i said something like this last yr oso. hmmm... but this yr i didn't take part in any volleyball comp.

now... i'm left with qite a ot of sch work to finish... die die die. but i juz wanna sleep now. i look like a racoon after beaching. i foresee sleepless nites on project reports. jia you ah!

-redfox & drunkard lived again-

20070716
02:55

it's late... i juz finished my assignment.

i had the wole sunday to do it. it's not a difficult task. design my own name card and layout of a professional sheet... simple. but whole day no ideas. kept watching youtube. was watching all these clips from 超級星光大道, superstar avenue, a taiwanese singing competition. and this weird looking guy call yang zhong wei can sing really well. you should catch a glimpse of this weirdo...

i'll buy his album if he really come out with one.

tink i'm gonna wake up late and rush to leave home for work again... so early morning should listen to some wake up song... this is one of them... shake it baby by hei se hui mei mei... cute taiwanese gerz... dunno why r they so cute...

my room's in a mes n i'm still not moving my ass to tidy up... it juz got messier... argh...!!!

btw my last day at dragonfly will be on... 28 july 2007. time to say goodbye after 10 solid mths of getting slammed on my prescious weekends. i'll return as a customer in no time... muahahaha~~~

-redfox & drunkard lived again-

20070713
00:24

when ever i had the time to sit down in front of lappy to write something, my mind juz went blank... and out came the crap. and when i was preparing to go to lalaland, i'll haf some profound thots rumbling in my head, preventing me from see uncle chou. why why why?

first is updates. i got quite worn out with studies and work. juz the hours that these two major activities take out of my life is enuough to make me feel lifeless. now even simple things like getting a hair cut needs some time management... wtf. while beautiful and bitchy office ladies work till 5pm and still have time to go shopping and bitch more over dinner with fellow ger frenz, i'm still in the office after 6pm, as my official time to leave the office is 8pm. gotta top up the hours i taken up for classes. by the time i manage to reach town, it's about 9pm. what i can think of doing is... drink. had been drinking quite a lot lately. sounds like i'm drowning my sorrows, but in actual fact there aren't much sorrows for me to drown. it's a fun and laughter booster from the way i perceive it. but i juz hate the fact that i flush once alcohol infiltrate my blood stream.

other than drinking... i've been watching this taiwanese drama on youtube. i nv see myself addicted to such idol series. but this one's realli lame lah... hahaha. i juz love lame comedies. 18 jin bu jin, sets in a campus where male and female students are seperated, and one of the classes was used as a guinea pig to experiment on mixed gender education. from there along came lots of crap concerning interaction between the 2 gender... or battle of the sexes. the 2nd attraction to the show is of course... pretty taiwanese gers. what else makes a good taiwanese drama? cute actresses of course! and maybe because of long term exposure to their theme song... i find it quite touching... sung by the lead actress and actor of the series... take a look:

talking bout singing... there's this vid introduced by evan the 'full of shit'. but this shit he intro is powerful shit... loving you by jane zhang liang ying... enjoy:

they call it the dolphin pitch...

ok... tt's all i can think of to update.

ya and lastly, stop posting 'bad luck' bulletins on friendster. they dun work and is a waste of space. i tink something as useless as posting of lyrics is more constructive.

nitey earth!

-redfox & drunkard lived again-

20070704
23:21

juz met up with zhan for dinner... at this so called famous western food kopithiam call botak jones. not bad lah. then we started talking... and he raised the issue of what r my plans in the future. i said i had no plans. he said it's better to have plans.

if you fail to plan, you plan to fail. i used to like this quote. until i learn about s.h.e... shit happens everyday, and expect the unexpected. my plans r often cocked up by third parties. so now... take it as it comes. so what if there're no plans? water can flow, and it can crash. be water my friend.

i haf another sudden urge today, to go bangkok after this sch term, alone. really dunno who to ask along. everyone's schedule is so difficult to coordinate. juz go there and whack lah. but it's not a plan ok... juz an urge.

zhan oso say i'm becoming shallower. it's human nature to be shallow. some religion say man r born kind. but i still tink human r born evil. even before u r born u r already kicking ur own mother, u evil brat. and of all animals, human r causing global warming. and then now trying to save the earth... dunno what we thinking. juz let earth burn lah. everyone's obviously shallow but trying to hide. who would prefer having eyesore to visual gratification? who would prefer to live poor to own big houses. everyone wants to enjoy life.

anyway i did not deny tt i'm shallow. i want to live in a shophouse, designed by myself. own a vespa px200, a yamaha r1, and a van modified with the best sound system and neon lights. my ger muz be pretty, or else i juz cant screw her. there's too much to say... ask me if u really bother to noe lah.

go sleep liao.

-redfox & drunkard lived again-